The time has come to really work on changing my life and work towards what I want to achieve from it not just coasting along like I have been doing. I am at the point now where I am sick of feeling stuck & directionless, it is getting draining and I am getting increasingly fed up. Going forward things are really going to change and I am looking forward to seeing where those changes take me.

A big change is that my 9 to 5 are adding a new branch to the business and that is mine and Liam's little project to grow. With this being a family business it is going to be important to give it our all as it is going to be a big part of our future so I guess you could say we are going to get back what we put into it. I am really excited to see where this takes us however, for me this will not be my 100% focus as I am determined to going forward put extra focus on those things that make me happy and help me live my dream life.

That is why a big focus for me is going to be locking in on building a personal brand on social media, locking in on my football site & this site whilst hopefully making moves into the sports industry, an industry I have always wanted to be a part of. I have wanted to do this for a long time now however, haven't felt in the right head space until now. 

A big thing I have let stop me in the past is my confidence as the thought of going to games alone has absolutely frightened me, I am working on doing more things solo to help me get over this and I am hoping next season I will be happy attending games alone and meeting new people. I have also struggled with my image which has delayed me getting on camera, I have felt too big, out of shape and this really knocks me back so I am locking in on my weight loss journey and getting a better relationship with my body, which hopefully gets me back in the front of the camera and creating more frequently which is definitely needed. I also need to teach myself how to stop procrastinating, as this is a major hurdle I face. I sit and think about the post more than actually creating it whether it is for a blog post or social media post, if I want to achieve the dream I just need to get on with creating and stop procrastinating, the content can't grow if it isn't even started.

I really need to start holding myself accountable to make sure I am making sure I am moving towards my dream life daily and so that I am much happier with where I am at compared to now. I just want to live that life I have always wanted and that is only going to happen if I really knuckle down and ignore those who think this is just a joke as I just can't be letting others hold me back, I need to cut those people off to progress.

The being lost feeling has been going on for far too long now and I just need to get doing what makes me happy to make life so much better than it has been. A few goals I am setting myself are:

> Hit certain numbers on social media by creating consistently (might share the goal numbers one day)

> Help the business really take off 

> Get in the press box for some football games

> Work with some football clubs closely to promote them & give them some coverage

> Collaborate with brands 

> Bring in an income through the websites & social media

> Level up my life to create that luxury lifestyle I have only ever dreamt of

I want to be able to achieve a lot more than I currently am doing and improve my income massively so I can do things like head to games all over the country without having to worry about my bank account. I am hoping that I can start to see a big difference before my birthday in September when I will be doing a check in post which gives me a good few months to get into a good routine and give me a bit of a marker for how things are going.

It is time now to lock in and take that action, I will be checking in on here every few months with how things are going however, most of it is going to be documented over on my socials. I am really excited to see how things changed over the course of the next few years... let's do this.

See you soon, 

Lucy